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« Reply #45 on: June 29, 2018, 06:49:51 AM »

I almost never ever take care of my personal hygiene. I can't even smell myself nor do anything to clean my body. I'm just either lazy or unaware of myself and my body. I probably forget about it too. Or let's be straightforward, I'm sure that I don't take care of my hygiene at all. I don't see the point of hygiene, either. I rarely change my home clothes too. As of now, I have had my blue/black shorts since May. My mom and sister tell me that I smell, but I don't see their problem. I don't care about my family or myself. I also sleep for at least 6-7 hours. Sleep at 12 am, wake up at 6 or 7 am. I'm just really that sleepy.

I usually rip my fingernails with my teeth and I literally don't know why. I've done this since 6th grade and my fingernails have never fully grown since then. When they start growing, I rip them again, but I never swallow them. I just throw the nail away and repeat the same thing again and again. It happens unexpectedly and I just do it for no particular reason whatsoever.

I can be considered "stupid/dumb" by some people. I don't care, they have a point, so nothing to be worried/sensitive about. I barely discuss things. I don't read books or write anything or listen to music. They just bore me. Reading articles about space, science and technology, humanities and arts, money/finance/business, sports, inventions, politics (any type of politics, not just American), celebrities, gaming, historical events are extremely uninteresting. Boring. It makes me fall asleep. Ask me about a movie/TV show you've watched, an article/book you've read, a video game you've played, I will say no, I've never heard of it. I've gained most resources from the Internet and never from my own. Ask me about Harry Potter or the Hunger Games? I know nothing. I forgot most cartoons I've already watched, nor I care about them.

I've never thought about going to college/university at all, mainly because of a lack of interest and it's expensive. I think it would be just a few pointless years and getting a degree is like getting a high school diploma, but with a bigger workload. The core classes I've taken at high school were just very boring and unappealing. I think it's not really that important, to be honest. I don't know even know what to do in life, but complaining about it would be extremely pointless. There's nothing to complain about life, really. Finding a job would be a waste of time too, since I'm just very lazy and unmotivated.

I can be very apathetic and maybe a little of a psychopath. If you ask me about school shootings, family/my personal issues, certain human assaults (whether it would be verbal, sexual, physical), people doing narcotics and smoking, offending/discriminating people with different characteristics "outside the norm", the stupidity/idiocy of every celebrity in the world, businesses closing, cancelled TV channels/shows, certain deaths and even whatever Donald Trump is doing, I don't care at all. Remember that I'm not against nor support anyone. I'm just completely neutral and apathetic towards everything. I don't know what I think about myself either. Or my family, especially. I just don't care. I have a tendency to say "no" as well.

Here you go. Let's see some huge controversy now.
I feel as if I have a similar problem. I'm generally apathetic about world issues, and about what others think of me. I have no concern for personal hygiene. It's like someone painted over my world with a coat of apathy and carelessness, so much so that I can't help but wonder if there is something mentally wrong with me. I act politely and pretend to show concern for others when they're discussing their personal issues, but internally I feel nothing. I'm completely neutral. No concern. No empathy. Nothing. I feel as if you and I suffer from the same problem, whatever that may be.
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« Reply #46 on: June 29, 2018, 07:22:08 AM »

I generally don't have as much empathy as others have too. Often times they just come off as petty and complain too much about things I find trivial. Also, I don't like people who are lazy. I care about hygiene because other people's impression of me is important. I act polite to strangers or acquaintances to minimize conflict and to of course create a good  social profile. In reality, I don't care about most people at all. That doesn't mean I hate people though. I just don't give a bleep.
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« Reply #47 on: June 29, 2018, 07:32:14 AM »

I generally don't have as much empathy as others have too. Often times they just come off as petty and complain too much about things I find trivial. Also, I don't like people who are lazy. I care about hygiene because other people's impression of me is important. I act polite to strangers or acquaintances to minimize conflict and to of course create a good  social profile. In reality, I don't care about most people at all. That doesn't mean I hate people though. I just don't give a bleep.
This is a very relatable statement. I take a good amount of showers (once a day), change my clothes enough to be considered passable by most societal standards (should do it more though), and almost never take care of my teeth. But regardless of how good I am at keeping up with my hygiene, the only reason I see to stay on top of my hygiene is so that others will look at me and think more highly of me, so as to build up a good reputation. However, if I find myself in an instance where I know people will treat me with respect (thus, giving me what I want), I won't care about my appearance. If I'm being what is considered rude to other people, yet they still treat me the same way, I won't care about the fact that I'm treating them with disrespect. I know that's a selfish outlook on life but it's the way i think and I can't help it.
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« Reply #48 on: June 29, 2018, 07:43:09 AM »

TBH, same. Peoppe may think it's selfish, but it's just taking care of yourself.
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« Reply #49 on: June 29, 2018, 08:40:51 AM »

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« Reply #50 on: June 29, 2018, 08:43:31 AM »

Do you mind if I ask what that is? You don't have to tell me if you're uncomfortable sharing that information but I am curious.
yeah i'm not very comfortable sharing details about that online
but I've been taking meds for that illness since 2013
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« Reply #51 on: June 29, 2018, 09:27:53 AM »

yeah i'm not very comfortable sharing details about that online
but I've been taking meds for that illness since 2013
Oh okay. Well I don't judge but if you're uncomfortable that's your thing. Sorry for asking.
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« Reply #52 on: June 29, 2018, 01:55:39 PM »

I am a chronic master baiter.
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« Reply #53 on: June 29, 2018, 02:13:17 PM »

I think you know what I mean :p
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« Reply #54 on: June 30, 2018, 06:40:17 AM »

You see, the art of baiting is quite complex, so it takes years of intense curriculum to master it. My great uncle died while trying to master the art of baiting. It's a tough skill. /s
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« Reply #55 on: June 30, 2018, 08:59:15 AM »

Everything I say when I think it's not going to happen happens 2 seconds later....
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« Reply #56 on: July 01, 2018, 05:47:59 AM »

I'm sure I have hypochondriasis (health anxiety). I once gave up studying for provincial-level geographic olympiad (passed city level) because I was so sure I'm dying and nothing else really matters.
I was placed 14th out if 103. The top 8 went to national level and got a lot of rewards. I regretted it a lot because I scored well enough even when I didn't study that I'm sure I can pass the top 8 had I studied like my fellow mates.
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« Reply #57 on: July 01, 2018, 11:30:09 AM »

Well... that's obviously abuse, which is illegal and not right so is murdering, for much desperation you feel, taking your mom's life will only bring consequences for you.
And never leave your home.... Like if you can afford a house for your own and just you, I guess you can but going with friends, relatives or simple the street is not an option.
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« Reply #58 on: July 01, 2018, 12:11:02 PM »

I have thoughts of wanting my mom to die
or even wanting to kill her
I don't know how to deal with this unbearable child abuse anymore
I get screamed at everyday
constantly chastized for my not even that bad actions (like I would be listening to music and then the next thing I know, my mom busts through my door screaming at me to get out and then beating me)
I have gotten into physical fights with my mom where I would grab her neck and she would yank my hair and pinch anywhere on my body
I deal with verbal abuse almost everyday
I deal with trauma from this abuse
Please
I don't know what to do anymore
I just wanna get out from everything

Stay out of that house at ALL COSTS!
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« Reply #59 on: July 01, 2018, 12:39:33 PM »

Everything I say when I think it's not going to happen happens 2 seconds later....
Can you please think that there's no way that mexico will lose?
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