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« Reply #90 on: December 08, 2019, 08:16:04 AM »

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« Reply #91 on: December 10, 2019, 03:10:56 PM »

I am addicted to clicking circles.
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« Reply #92 on: December 20, 2019, 06:11:46 PM »

I have not been on because all the stuff that has been going on w/ my tablet has got rid of my motivation. Add that with feeling depressed, and being very busy. Because Christmas.
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« Reply #93 on: December 20, 2019, 07:10:20 PM »

The world moves by so fast that you could still be in 2014 while everyone else is in 2069 and I'm just tired of having to try to keep up with stuff only for it to get outdated as soon as I get adjusted to it.
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« Reply #94 on: December 21, 2019, 06:14:25 AM »

The world moves by so fast that you could still be in 2014 while everyone else is in 2069 and I'm just tired of having to try to keep up with stuff only for it to get outdated as soon as I get adjusted to it.
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« Reply #95 on: May 11, 2020, 08:47:01 AM »

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« Reply #96 on: June 07, 2020, 12:23:11 PM »

I have a confession to make.

Over the past few months, I've been dealing with a growing feeling of... emptiness, like nothing was worth doing anymore. I started losing interest in things I used to enjoy, but for a long time it was nothing more than just a sort of listlessness I had sometimes.

Then Covid-19 happened, and suddenly I was at home all day. Online lessons gave my life some semblance of structure, but I was in the final stretch of high school and there wasn't any new content to the lessons. The lessons weren't mandatory, and for the most part didn't add anything anymore for me, just repeating things I already knew, so I largely stopped attending them.

Then, the announcement came that for only the second time in recorded history, the three-hour exams that are normally at the end of high school and make up half the total grade got cancelled, and the final grade would be based only on the results of the regular tests that were taken throughout the year. This meant that all of the preparation of basically a whole school year was nearly useless, which gave me even less reason to even do any school stuff at all.

There were still some tests left to take, but they were much less difficult, less long, and counted for way less of your total grade. At this point, my grades were already so good it was nearly impossible for me not to graduate, even if I got a 2/10 on all my tests. (Which, of course, I didn't.) After those tests were taken, and some time later the results were in, at first I was cheerful about graduating. We hung the flag out with my school bag attached (a Dutch custom, apparently), I got some nice gifts, everyone was congratulating me, and overall I felt like it was my birthday.

After that initial cheer wore off, however, I realized I now had no more reason to do anything, ever. I had no more school, all sports and other clubs were cancelled because of the virus, university didn't start until at least september, and my friends from school all had their own lives to live. I had nothing to keep me busy.

The empty feeling gradually got worse. The periodical listlessness became more frequent and more intense, lack of scheduled activities meant my sleep cycle grew irregular and unhealthy, and it became increasingly difficult to bring myself to do even the most basic things.

Now, it's at a point where I can no longer deny it. I think I have depression. Not a very severe depression, but a depression nonetheless.

I'm trying to find things to keep me going, but everything is just so hard to do, even the most basic things like getting dressed and eating breakfast every day. That is why I've been so late with my FC Games judgements lately, even though I literally have nothing else to do.


Besides my mother, I haven't told anyone about this yet.

So... I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. For putting up with me. For still being there when the rest of my life fell out from under me. To everyone here. And sorry for being so awfully unreliable. This forum is one of the few things I have left.


I just wanted to get that off my chest. If you took the time to read it all, thank you.
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« Reply #97 on: June 07, 2020, 12:39:01 PM »

I have a confession to make.

Over the past few months, I've been dealing with a growing feeling of... emptiness, like nothing was worth doing anymore. I started losing interest in things I used to enjoy, but for a long time it was nothing more than just a sort of listlessness I had sometimes.

Then Covid-19 happened, and suddenly I was at home all day. Online lessons gave my life some semblance of structure, but I was in the final stretch of high school and there wasn't any new content to the lessons. The lessons weren't mandatory, and for the most part didn't add anything anymore for me, just repeating things I already knew, so I largely stopped attending them.

Then, the announcement came that for only the second time in recorded history, the three-hour exams that are normally at the end of high school and make up half the total grade got cancelled, and the final grade would be based only on the results of the regular tests that were taken throughout the year. This meant that all of the preparation of basically a whole school year was nearly useless, which gave me even less reason to even do any school stuff at all.

There were still some tests left to take, but they were much less difficult, less long, and counted for way less of your total grade. At this point, my grades were already so good it was nearly impossible for me not to graduate, even if I got a 2/10 on all my tests. (Which, of course, I didn't.) After those tests were taken, and some time later the results were in, at first I was cheerful about graduating. We hung the flag out with my school bag attached (a Dutch custom, apparently), I got some nice gifts, everyone was congratulating me, and overall I felt like it was my birthday.

After that initial cheer wore off, however, I realized I now had no more reason to do anything, ever. I had no more school, all sports and other clubs were cancelled because of the virus, university didn't start until at least september, and my friends from school all had their own lives to live. I had nothing to keep me busy.

The empty feeling gradually got worse. The periodical listlessness became more frequent and more intense, lack of scheduled activities meant my sleep cycle grew irregular and unhealthy, and it became increasingly difficult to bring myself to do even the most basic things.

Now, it's at a point where I can no longer deny it. I think I have depression. Not a very severe depression, but a depression nonetheless.

I'm trying to find things to keep me going, but everything is just so hard to do, even the most basic things like getting dressed and eating breakfast every day. That is why I've been so late with my FC Games judgements lately, even though I literally have nothing else to do.


Besides my mother, I haven't told anyone about this yet.

So... I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. For putting up with me. For still being there when the rest of my life fell out from under me. To everyone here. And sorry for being so awfully unreliable. This forum is one of the few things I have left.


I just wanted to get that off my chest. If you took the time to read it all, thank you.
this sounds terrible! Hope that you will feel better and have some good times soon Pensive
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« Reply #98 on: June 07, 2020, 12:43:13 PM »

I have a confession to make.

Over the past few months, I've been dealing with a growing feeling of... emptiness, like nothing was worth doing anymore. I started losing interest in things I used to enjoy, but for a long time it was nothing more than just a sort of listlessness I had sometimes.

Then Covid-19 happened, and suddenly I was at home all day. Online lessons gave my life some semblance of structure, but I was in the final stretch of high school and there wasn't any new content to the lessons. The lessons weren't mandatory, and for the most part didn't add anything anymore for me, just repeating things I already knew, so I largely stopped attending them.

Then, the announcement came that for only the second time in recorded history, the three-hour exams that are normally at the end of high school and make up half the total grade got cancelled, and the final grade would be based only on the results of the regular tests that were taken throughout the year. This meant that all of the preparation of basically a whole school year was nearly useless, which gave me even less reason to even do any school stuff at all.

There were still some tests left to take, but they were much less difficult, less long, and counted for way less of your total grade. At this point, my grades were already so good it was nearly impossible for me not to graduate, even if I got a 2/10 on all my tests. (Which, of course, I didn't.) After those tests were taken, and some time later the results were in, at first I was cheerful about graduating. We hung the flag out with my school bag attached (a Dutch custom, apparently), I got some nice gifts, everyone was congratulating me, and overall I felt like it was my birthday.

After that initial cheer wore off, however, I realized I now had no more reason to do anything, ever. I had no more school, all sports and other clubs were cancelled because of the virus, university didn't start until at least september, and my friends from school all had their own lives to live. I had nothing to keep me busy.

The empty feeling gradually got worse. The periodical listlessness became more frequent and more intense, lack of scheduled activities meant my sleep cycle grew irregular and unhealthy, and it became increasingly difficult to bring myself to do even the most basic things.

Now, it's at a point where I can no longer deny it. I think I have depression. Not a very severe depression, but a depression nonetheless.

I'm trying to find things to keep me going, but everything is just so hard to do, even the most basic things like getting dressed and eating breakfast every day. That is why I've been so late with my FC Games judgements lately, even though I literally have nothing else to do.


Besides my mother, I haven't told anyone about this yet.

So... I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. For putting up with me. For still being there when the rest of my life fell out from under me. To everyone here. And sorry for being so awfully unreliable. This forum is one of the few things I have left.


I just wanted to get that off my chest. If you took the time to read it all, thank you.
I hope you feel better soon. We all have a purpose, and are all of use. We love having you here
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« Reply #99 on: June 07, 2020, 12:59:09 PM »

I have a confession to make.

Over the past few months, I've been dealing with a growing feeling of... emptiness, like nothing was worth doing anymore. I started losing interest in things I used to enjoy, but for a long time it was nothing more than just a sort of listlessness I had sometimes.

Then Covid-19 happened, and suddenly I was at home all day. Online lessons gave my life some semblance of structure, but I was in the final stretch of high school and there wasn't any new content to the lessons. The lessons weren't mandatory, and for the most part didn't add anything anymore for me, just repeating things I already knew, so I largely stopped attending them.

Then, the announcement came that for only the second time in recorded history, the three-hour exams that are normally at the end of high school and make up half the total grade got cancelled, and the final grade would be based only on the results of the regular tests that were taken throughout the year. This meant that all of the preparation of basically a whole school year was nearly useless, which gave me even less reason to even do any school stuff at all.

There were still some tests left to take, but they were much less difficult, less long, and counted for way less of your total grade. At this point, my grades were already so good it was nearly impossible for me not to graduate, even if I got a 2/10 on all my tests. (Which, of course, I didn't.) After those tests were taken, and some time later the results were in, at first I was cheerful about graduating. We hung the flag out with my school bag attached (a Dutch custom, apparently), I got some nice gifts, everyone was congratulating me, and overall I felt like it was my birthday.

After that initial cheer wore off, however, I realized I now had no more reason to do anything, ever. I had no more school, all sports and other clubs were cancelled because of the virus, university didn't start until at least september, and my friends from school all had their own lives to live. I had nothing to keep me busy.

The empty feeling gradually got worse. The periodical listlessness became more frequent and more intense, lack of scheduled activities meant my sleep cycle grew irregular and unhealthy, and it became increasingly difficult to bring myself to do even the most basic things.

Now, it's at a point where I can no longer deny it. I think I have depression. Not a very severe depression, but a depression nonetheless.

I'm trying to find things to keep me going, but everything is just so hard to do, even the most basic things like getting dressed and eating breakfast every day. That is why I've been so late with my FC Games judgements lately, even though I literally have nothing else to do.


Besides my mother, I haven't told anyone about this yet.

So... I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you. For putting up with me. For still being there when the rest of my life fell out from under me. To everyone here. And sorry for being so awfully unreliable. This forum is one of the few things I have left.


I just wanted to get that off my chest. If you took the time to read it all, thank you.
I think you need some time off the forum. It'll make you feel better  Wink
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« Reply #100 on: June 08, 2020, 04:27:35 PM »

Some real life bloop has been taking a toll on me mentally. Like these things give me burst of anger (as a way to handle the situation) and just ughhh, it sucks how idiotic and stressful my life is and it makes me want to just lay in my bed and cry like the crybaby I am... God, it just feels like everything hurts and poisons my brain. Sometimes, I do just ponder about how it'd be if I was never born, never have to feel the stress and anxiety I deal with on a daily basis. I don't have serious problems so don't worry, but I do view all these things in a negative light just because of how fed up I am. Just wish life would be better is all, but I guess you can't get whatever you want... :(
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« Reply #101 on: June 08, 2020, 06:01:40 PM »

Some real life bloop has been taking a toll on me mentally. Like these things give me burst of anger (as a way to handle the situation) and just ughhh, it sucks how idiotic and stressful my life is and it makes me want to just lay in my bed and cry like the crybaby I am... God, it just feels like everything hurts and poisons my brain. Sometimes, I do just ponder about how it'd be if I was never born, never have to feel the stress and anxiety I deal with on a daily basis. I don't have serious problems so don't worry, but I do view all these things in a negative light just because of how fed up I am. Just wish life would be better is all, but I guess you can't get whatever you want... Sad
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« Reply #102 on: June 08, 2020, 06:40:56 PM »

You're here for a reason. Your life will get better, believe that
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« Reply #103 on: September 18, 2020, 12:17:54 PM »

I've had a lot of breakdown recently. I think it would help a lot if I had a friend to talk to, but COVID-19 prevents that from being a viable option. School sucks, COVID sucks, 2020 sucks.
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« Reply #104 on: September 18, 2020, 12:20:44 PM »

I think it would help a lot if I had a friend to talk to
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I wouldn't be surprised if they whipped it out in September. Like "Lol release date is DD/MM/YYYY... Oh bloop that's tomorrow lma0"
notice how you're not special
notice this graaaaaaph
Yes I see you being a ho
it looks like all these posts were created by hippies
pipper pig lol
papas stomach doctor mia???
What do you expect from a crab who wipes his butt with money?
A massive delete wave?
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I would only eat sausage on buns.
Brother E: I was being SaRcAsTiC.
Also, I remember that topic now. It was for the TWG.
Xolo, more like Brolo, am I right?
So much nightmare fuel, I love it!
Times flies when you just see characters die one after the other I guess
I'll take a Double Triple Bossy Deluxe on a raft, 4x4 animal style, extra shingles with a shimmy and a squeeze, light axle grease; make it cry, burn it, and let it swim.
A man has fallen into the river in LEGO City!
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